Just The Wei I Am

Lord I thirst for You..
Father draw me closer draw me closer..

I was just telling Claramae just now that I am feeling an "increasing dissatisfaction" with my walk with God. Okay, don't worry. I'm alright. I'm healthy. I'm just recognising so many areas in my life right now that I'm just so unhappy with. First step to change, I hope.

Of course, I'm human. And so, at the same time, there is a sense of frustration at the way things are. Grrrr... Yeah, I just pray that I won't let the frustration get in the way of constructive actions.

On a lighter note, I made a new friend today. Very interesting because this guy's from France, he's 23 like me, and he's married with 2 kids. Hey! That's like just what I want, ya? heehee ... but he's something like 7-8 years faster! =P Can't wait to see his kids, man .. He wears a pendant with a photo of one baby - cute, as far as I could tell. =) But aren't all babies cute? Haha, including yours truly..

Anyway, I was just practicing praise and worship for today's unit time at the HQ. Then he (name is 'An') was walking past and he stopped to look. So I just took the chance, and asked him to join me. Turns out he plays guitar too. Flamenco, chim stuff.. whoa! He's really good. If we hit it off, I could get him to teach me a thing or two. So anyway, he noticed my songsheet and I took the chance to ask if he goes to church. Ah, he did back in France and when he was in the States. So I asked him to come this Sunday, and yes, he's coming. He stays in PGP, in the Graduate Students Apartments (he's doing a M.Eng) so I guess I will be going to church with him. Uhuh. Oh.. oh, his wife is Spanish. Interesting guy, ya? =) And he wants to get a guitar for himself too, so we'll go down to PS after service, I guess. =)

He's only been here for a week, and hasn't gotten a phone. He's supposed to call me on Friday. Okay, hope he doesn't forget!