I'm tired. I think I am burnt out. I need to take a break. Perhaps take leave next week. Maybe 2 days. One day for a personal retreat. To reflect, think and plan. So much needs thinking about. Vocation, ministry and career. Family. Another day to film and edit Easter MM. Must get down to doing that.
I'm doing a lot of exciting things, but at the moment, I don't really enjoy them because of the stress. I got to clear my slate and get back on track. Detox my agenda. Get rid of everything on hand first.
Meihong asked me about CLC. I really don't know. Maybe not. Or not yet. The course itself will take up one weekday evening, but yet I've been looking forward to the conclusion of my counselling course. I would love to have that evening for my parents, I don't see them enough as it is. That short-term reason aside, what about my vocation? Shouldn't I be faithful with the talent I have, and throw myself more into creative ministry? There is still so much to learn, books to read, to hone my skills in graphics and video. I have the basic skills, I have the interest, I have the creativity, I have the tools - should this be my main focus and direction?
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Jiayou dearest bro... though I may not be able to understand or even know everything that's going on in your life, just want to encourage you that you're in my heart's prayers, that God will put His precious assurance in your heart of His vocation for you... for He knows the hope, the path that He has prepared for you even before the creation of the world... :)
"I pray also that the eyes of your heart may be enlightened in order that you may know the hope to which he has called you..."
Much love,
YA
Posted by yeu@nn | March 18, 2007 8:45 PM
Posted on March 18, 2007 20:45