Just The Wei I Am

oh my computer
you mindlessly shuttle bits
through printed circuits

my friends like to blog
does the internet make us
closer or further?

haven't been in touch
how have you been over there?
i'm missing you here

the above haiku
could be said about many
I miss many friends

many have visions
they seem to cast their gaze
beyond what is near

but for me, o God
what am I but ash and dust
yet made animate

cannot help but feel
somewhat envious and little
at my seeming lack

Lord you have placed me
somewhere in your masterplan
will you tell me where?

perhaps I know liao
but I think I do not know
if so, let me know

what is it I do?
should i stay near or go far?
what is big or small?

hey who is to say
what I do is big or small?
only God can say

anyway these days
there are many ups and downs
where are the waters?

last sunday's sermon
I must learn to pray like jeff
God help me help me!