Just The Wei I Am

oh my computer
you mindlessly shuttle bits
through printed circuits

my friends like to blog
does the internet make us
closer or further?

haven't been in touch
how have you been over there?
i'm missing you here

the above haiku
could be said about many
I miss many friends

many have visions
they seem to cast their gaze
beyond what is near

but for me, o God
what am I but ash and dust
yet made animate

cannot help but feel
somewhat envious and little
at my seeming lack

Lord you have placed me
somewhere in your masterplan
will you tell me where?

perhaps I know liao
but I think I do not know
if so, let me know

what is it I do?
should i stay near or go far?
what is big or small?

hey who is to say
what I do is big or small?
only God can say

anyway these days
there are many ups and downs
where are the waters?

last sunday's sermon
I must learn to pray like jeff
God help me help me!

still.

Went to the library during lunchtime and got myself the following:

• Test-Driven Development by example


• Agile Software Development Ecosystems


• Ruby on Rails for dummies


• UML - A Beginner's Guide

God, only you can truly satisfy. I know. :)

Finish ALL my work (but.. I guess, one at a time..)
Get some rest.
Read the Bible more and gain insight into its timeless truths
Practice on my electric guitar more and learn new things
Learn to read standard notation
Write some songs
Start a band?
Make some videos as my own projects (i.e. not commissioned)
Make some websites for fun (and maybe some income?)
Make a DIY portable amplifier
Buy a good portable media player that will last me years
Continue working on that 35mm DOF adapter
Properly tidy up all the contents on my harddiskS
Properly tidy up my room (argh)
Plan my saving plan for the next 2 years
Read books. Lots of them.
Finish reading books that I've read halfway. Lots of them.
Digitise my CD collection.
Backup my DVD collection.